Was she cute ?This girl just walked into homeroom and slammed a box of bandaids onto the table and she was like yelling but I had my headphones in so I was ignoring her and she slapped a bandaid on my forehead and walked away
Um what
P: are you hungry we have cereal. Me: nah I’m ok I’m not that hungry. * sees cinnamon toast crunch* Me: well I guess I should (Taken with instagram)
Sending flowers soon to apologize
To an old girlfriend. Just to tell her I’m sorry. It may not mean anything. I don’t expect forgiveness or even for her to care. I just want to apologize and wish her the best. It was wrong of me how I broke up with her and I still remember it. What she said to me. I’m a dick bag. Well I’ll do it soon and then apologize to an old high school friend. I did something shitty too. I regret that a lot. I don’t have many good friends and that was one of them I really should apologize soon. What sucks the most is that a current friend is well I feel weird around them. Like I’m bothering them or a hassle. That saying “walking on egg shells”. That fits good. I worry too much about them. Today I saw them and I thought it was a chest bandage and I asked but it was something else. They were Self councious for the rest of the time. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I’m kind of worried we’ll have a fight and not talk to each other for a while. It feels like I’m the very supportive one when it comes to their problems but it’s the opposite when vice versa. It’s beginning to be a very horrible feeling. I keep feeling myself no I’m just not paying attention or being stupid. They wouldn’t do that. I just don’t know. I’m just going to stay busing doing produtive things. I sure could use it. If it comes up I’ll talk about it. I just feel silly. It’s probably nothing just me over thinking everything. I would like to talk to someone about this. I’m not sure who. I actually did open up to someone earlier this night. It was awkward and scary. I told them a personal dark secret of mine. It’s a painful one. Only a hand full of people know this. I’m kind of worried if it was the right thing to do. Our friendship is very new but it just feels right. Now I’m just in that weird in between phase of weather or not it was a good or horrible idea. I have a bad feeling it was for the worse but… That’s just me being dumb. If that’s how it goes then so be it. I hate saying that phrase I almost loath it. Just Beacuase it reminds me of a broken heart and the cause really of my problem. So I’ll either gain a good friend which I feel like I’m short of or so I think. Or lose another person and get a little wiser. Time will only tell. My brother still treats me the same. What the hell. All the help love and shit but I still get treated like crap in front of other people. Not treated as equal. As an equal. I’m barked at like an ignorant slave. Doing his menial tasks. It sucks that he’s my brother and does it but far worse and horrible around people. I wonder out I’m overreacting or being a drama queen… Or something of the sorts. I can’t decide.
